Strangely, often the light and shadows of the moon seem more defined than the daytime ones. I am so conditioned now to waking up every 1-3 hours that even on those rare occasions when C. does not wake me I cannot sleep.
But I am also so sleep deprived that it almost seems the moon shadows come to life!
(wild and exiting nights I have)
I have successfully moved C. from my bed to a mattress next to my bed, but I’m not sure that this is helping. Now when he wakes up and cannot immediately he becomes disoriented and searches the apartment in a state of panic. So I get up and go after him, but he is very fast, even when running in his sleeping bag(!!) and these nightly chases happen in the dark.
When we finally find each other it is almost like running into an unexpected ghost.
(Speaking of ghosts: Is your father still visiting?)
The nightly chase: me looking for C. looking for me:
looking for me looking for him: